I wouldn’t change a thing.

An older (or shall I say, wiser) friend texted me yesterday.  As we exchanged words, we landed on how time is fleeting. Mesmerized by her response, I lingered. “I wouldn’t change a thing.” So many questions came to mind. Does she live without regrets?  How does one get to a point of such acceptance of…

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Curiosity

Living a life of curiosity is more than just awareness or learning something, it’s a deeper intimacy with God moment by moment.   Beyond looking for answered prayers or seeking my own life questions, I’ve been asking God questions about Him. I’m discovering that God is playful, funny, and delights in my wonderment. It’s been an…

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When all joy is lost

Laughter abounded while visiting with my friend.  We shared deeply.  Tears formed. I felt her sufferings. Some I hadn’t experienced, others were close to my heart. Life has an ebb and flow; happiness and heartache. And the two can merge like serene ocean and hurricane ravaged land. It can feel like you’ve lost your joy…

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Speedometer

I believe God appreciates my efficiency. I’m able to run through my day focused (primarily), getting everything accomplished (mostly) on my to-do list. For that, I think God sits back and says, “She’s a go-getter,” admiring my tenacity. But His endearment comes from my slowing. From slapping feet on the pavement to a quieter crunching…

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Deeper

I’ve been taking a sabbatical day once a month since January.   My June adventure took me to Seven Falls in Colorado Springs. I was excited until the day I woke up. It was raining. Wind, cold, mixed with some hail. Is it really June in Colorado? I’d hoped that God would change His mind about…

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SHE WILL NOT BE AFRAID!

Tomorrow, “Living Fearless” is the topic of my talk that will be delivered to women. God is helping me practice this daily. As I go forth, I pray that my training in fearlessness will shine through as I share what He’s been teaching me. “A ship in harbor is safe, but that is not what…

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Not Everything is a Lesson

First, the disappointment came. I cried out, “Why God? I’m a faithful servant!” The more I pondered the situation, the more angry I became. I wanted justice. I got angry with God. We had some words. Or should I say, I had words with Him. Then I prayed that He’d understand my heart. And that I’d…

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The labyrinth

My spiritual director, Ruth, gave some basic instructions about walking the labyrinth. Then we sat in the stillness of the morning. She moved toward the entrance first. I remained seated. The only noise was the earth under her feet. A rumble of thunder from looming clouds was my signal to begin the holy walk. I…

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Slaying Giants

Once you’ve identified the childhood giants that taunt you, it’s time to slay them. How? There are three practices I’d like you to consider: If you want to slay your giants, the first step is to receive your anointing. You are gifted and called to serve God in your own unique way. So step into…

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Childhood Giants

The simplest things leave scars that we carry with us into adulthood. I call them “childhood giants.” These emerge from emotional events that shape our perceptions. I spent the majority of my life fighting three of these beasts: never good enough, abandoned, and carrying blame. I didn’t know how to confront myself and face the childhood giants I…

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